Well as far as missionary work is going its gettin there. Elder Caleb stopped speaking to me last week for a couple of days until Wednesday when I tried to have some companionship inventory. He basically freaked out and was just yelling and screaming and cussing and confessed that he didnt trust me. He never would say why he didn't trust me. SO I just told him that it was a bad excuse and that I am here to work and not to sit around members houses all day. It didn't end to well. Later that night he ended up apologizing to me at like 2 in the morning which was really cool. So from then up until Sunday night everything was working out really well.....until he started to bring things up again and pretty explicitly said that he still doesn't trust me and doesn't want to be my friend at all. So it's kinda got me feeling a little down. I don't know why he's like this but it really sucks. And it really sucks that he refuses to trust me, but he won't say why. In all honesty I think it's because I am young on mission, and that I am an American (He's super judgmental and rude to complete strangers and thinks the world revolves around him) and from what I know he's always been a hassle on mission and has burned through a lot of companions.
So anyways I'm just trying to ride out the storm. Aside from all of that mess I'm doing pretty well. Honestly I'm trying to prepare for when Elder Caleb leaves so that I can get serious about the area and the work here since in his like 5 months here he's only been to one part of the whole area and doesn't know any other parts or even the names of the different neighborhoods ( for lack of a better name).
I love you all very much and I am doing well, a little downhearted since my companion doesn't want to get to know me or to even be my friend, he made that decision before I got here, but I am looking to the future :) Love you all and tell my older sisters that I am really sorry but I haven't found too much free time lately but I'll try to respond to them :)
Elder Green
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